things to do this summer

so it's that time of the year again. SUMMERTIME YEA!!! i have a couple things planned for my summer, but the latest thing to come to mind is a summer fling. well i will try to have a summer fling if i can build up the courage to actually follow through with it. i feel like something is calling me to go out there and do something. ie have a summer fling. why i don't know. but i miss having a summer fling. i mean while the summer fling was going on it was a lot of fun, the after math wasn't so hot but what can i say....not a damn thing i guess. its like 1am and i just felt like making that declaration. that i would like to have a summer fling with a HOT, SEXY, SMART, FUNNY GUY this summer (assholes need not apply) so guys beware

PS you have been warned

Why Lie?

i know that there are different types of lies. there are the lies you tell to protect someone and there are the lies you tell that are just plan stupid. i mean seriously why would why about something that is clearly a lie. ie i'm going to meet you at the movies in 2omins but i'm in jacksonville right now. i mean wft is that. clearly it takes at least 2hours to get from jax to savannah. but you find yourself meeting me at the movies in 20mins. or- yeah we can go have lunch; what's your availability, oh 11-1pm that's fine just call me when you get out of class. calling, calling, calling, no answer 2 days later no answer. i mean wft seriously you ask me to lunch and then don't answer the phone. why waste my time. i mean i already told you that i didn't find you all that attractive in the first place and now you find yourself making plans with me and not following through, i mean wtf seriously. and just when i decided to plan the game that you are trying to plan this is how you act in return...come on give me a break. i don't have time and i don't want to be troubled with this shit. but shit like this just pisses me off, especially since i'm easily pissed off to begin with. and why would you continue to exhibit behavior that i told you wasn't tolerated or liked. and you are the one tryin to get in my good gracious. claiming that you just want to be able to do for me with nothing in return i mean seriously...nothing in return i have never heard of somebody wanting to give something for nothing. and like a said before i was just starting to warm up to the idea of saying what's up and what he is about, but i guess it was another sign that i wasn't suppose to lower my standards for temporary satisfaction. as if i needed another lesson in that. OUT

just can't let it go.....

so rebecca isn't the kind of girl to leave things unfinished. and the lil situation with that guy that she meet was still bothering her, so she decided to extend the olive branch and contact this guy. even though all of her friends were telling her to leave it alone. rebecca had already deleted his number from her cell phone so the only means of communication that she had was to email him. i told her to just be general ie ask him how he was doing and what was going on in her life. to her surprise he responded and asked her to call him. this put rebecca on edge b/c she didn't have his number and didn't feel like going through the extra effort it would take to track the number down. so she responded by emailing him back with her cell phone number and asked him to call her back when he had some free time. the next day when she woke up, to her surprise she had a missed call and a voice mail....from this guy. this made rebecca nervous, i mean she didn't really expect him to call her back. she already had all these thoughts and ideas in her head about him and what kind of guy he "was" and now she had to face the music. rebecca waited all day to call him (she wasn't gonna waste her daytime minutes on him). she waited until after 9 which turned into after 10 to call him back. she was so relieved when he didn't answer the phone...she thought she was off the hook. but she was wrong because he called her back again......and that leads us to a whole new story for a later date.

child boo what's wrong with men

so i have this friend named rebecca...and she just has way too many issues with men to count on all 10 fingers and all 10 toes. the last issue occured yesterday. she discovered that the guy who was interested in her (and who she decided to show interest in also), is still actively looking to meet other people. i mean one day he is texting her that he misses her, want's to see her, and that she has been in his dreams and then the next day he is advertising himself on a dating website trying to meet someone new. rebecca was so pissed off about this situation...i mean she was just starting to like the guy, deciding to compromise herself and accept things about him that she didn't really want to over look in the first place. and then he goes and pulls this stun on her. MEN REALLY SUCK and they are so STUPID!!! but oh well. my friend rebecca is a very strong minded person and she will bounce back from this. it just really sucks for her because she is so bored and lonely, and she was just looking for someone/something to help her pass the time. after this lil lesson rebecca has decided to stay away from men for a while. i advised her to just consume herself with school, work and her friends; and at the first hint of thinking about a man she should pick her her notes and study or pick up a book and read.